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Tuesday, 4 August 2009
Miss me? Or should i say miss my post? Cause i miss blogging extremely much :D Thanks to Hamka & Fitri for the website. I guess it's gonna be quite a long post from me. keep reading okayy! How am i these days? I must say its a mix feelings. Yes Nabilah , i'm all stress up and apparently , not because of homework. The feelings , remember? I have made an oath to someone , in fact two of them that i will overcome this feelings as soon as possible. I can't deny that i've been crying for the past few days just to abdicate this moron feelings. I hate to get myself upset. Lately , i felt despondent but i always try to persevere. When the feelings seems to vacate slowly , i'm faced with even surprising news. I'm feeling really distraught when you can't seem to understand my situation. I know you've given me ample time but i did not make use of it. I'm sorry for that but at least , i'm trying now. But i guess you find it as an excuses. You are slowly giving up on me , i reckoned. No matter how bad you gonna treat me after this , i ought to let go of this burdensome feelings. It does disappoint me when i have to fight with you over silly matter. The sentence that person wrote hurt me unknowingly. I know i should not be feeling this way but i must admit that i will lose out when it comes to feelings. Therefore , you really need to be vanquished. Yes you , the feelings. I have to motivate myself before the situation worsen. Sorry for being extremely unfair. Bottom line is no one should be blame. On the bright side , i'm glad that i have painted my house. It's brown. Come to my house and you'll know why is it brown in colour XD And to the both of you , thanks a lot for the help. Thought of taking a one-day-break-from-school to recharge my energy fully but it seems that i can't absent myself without valid reason. I love going to school for no particular reason. Maybe because of classmates or i'll find it a waste to miss every lesson. I went to the library with Rabia & Shikin today. That explain why bie's photo was uploaded. Shikin did not allowed me to snap her photo , i guess. And Teha , get well soon ok :] |
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