A perfect song to show how i really feel.

I thought on my very special day would lead to a memorable day but it turned out to be the disastrous day ever.

First up , i'm waving my Japanese flag.This is definitely not a good sign and i hate it because this is the time when i could not control my anger and frustration.Every tiny single thing could actually blew me up.This is definitely the flaw i could not avoid.Thus , i guess this one thing contribute to my disastrous day.

It was a one hell day for me.From forgetting to use something real important to not bringing my wallet when i went out to receive a message that pulled me down terribly.

So far , i was able to cope with it until to the extent that i thought i really blew it up.

I didn't dare to come back and meet them because i felt stupid.

Furthermore , someone was there to treat me after knowing that i did not have my wallet.

However , i felt pressurize with the word 'bye' from each and everyone of you.

Thus , i chose not to answer to any calls or reply to any messages cause i did not want to throw my deepest tantrums on all of you especially you.

As i reached home , my mum asked me ' did you just cry?' and i answered no despite the fact it was a lie.

I have to cry and cool myself down before i could actually walked back home.Therefore , i have a rest at my little garden.Crybaby huh.For all that , i went home half an hour before 12.

And now , i have a big event tomorrow that awaits me.

I'm not having enough rest.Thanks to the crying part that took me 1 hour to cool myself down.