When i think of Perth , i think of dance.When i think of dance , i think of Karya which will be held at Yew Tee CC this coming Saturday.

Not much ticket were sold from my part.Don't bothered to ask why.

Thinking of Karya , it pissed me off.Not because of the intensive practice or umpteen scolding i got from the instructor but because of this particular girl whom i thought sensible enough to think.

Her busy-ness were somewhat like a Prime Minister.It was obviously hard to get through her.She gave me the hopes saying that she would surely be up for it and will be able to perform.However , all the calls i made were unreachable.All the text i send was not replied.It was all bullshit i guess.

Sound immature for a 17 year old girl like her.

'I'm sorry i could not make up for the performance because i've got a lot of commitment to handle.'

This was the least i wanted from her but till now , i got nothing.

In this case , her silence and disappearance somehow turned my anger to deep grudge.

I know this sound creepy and unkind but it was uncontrollable.

Even if its not important to you , it is extremely important for Cikgu.

It is his career that we ought to respect.Your stubbornness had definitely affected the whole group and someone badly.I wish i could type your name here but i believed my remarks shot directly at you.

It is just too obvious to keep it.

My schedule will be packed starting tomorrow.I love it somehow but i'm afraid i could not get enough rest and thus affecting my health.The saddening part is i've not been doing any exercises for months.I've been busy with school and stuff.As soon as i reached home , i got lethargic.When weekend come , my morning had be taken for sleep and afternoon had been taken for dance.Sunday wise , rest day.

I'm simply plain lazy and i could imagine myself for being fat that before :X

I hate gaining weight because it makes me breathless and restless.

Oh Haini , please discipline yourself cause everything comes from you.