Why must it be me?

Why do people have to treat me like a punching bag?

I've been trying to please those who are closed with me.I've been smiling through out even if it hurts me deep down inside.

I forsake my happiness to ensure that everyone i loved earn theirs.

But when problem arise , why do you have to push it on me?

I'm not an object you can play with.

I'm a human with feelings like everyone of you.

Even if you dislike my presence, you know i never want to annoy anyone of you.

I've been the most annoying person you wish you never know.

You found irritant in me and that answers all my doubt.

And to the people out there , congratulation for being someone who gave happiness and calmness to you.

I'm simply not the one and will never be.