I can't sleep and that explained why i'm here, blogging.

This week marked my second week of term break while the technicals just started a brand new term.Happy schooling babies! (:

There was so much for me to handle that i fall sick just yesterday. Alhamdulillah i recovered this fast, all thanks to the long peaceful sleep i had. The past 3 days had been an awesome day for me. Esplanade was having an event called Singapore Malay Dance Festival 2011. I came as an audience and i was very much entertained by what the performers had gave to us. Like what i mentioned in twitter, i did met with familiar faces but it was pretty saddening that i couldn't snap a photo with those i want. Nevertheless, i did enjoy every bit of it.

So much of being an audience, i went to Scape as a performer with the rest of the Junior Azpirasians. It was my first time heading to Scape and thanked Fateha for leading us there. I swear i didn't know how to get there :/ I was extremely happy that i was able to do the hair although it was not as fantastic as how Amer did. My burden lessen a bit with Kak Nadiah's help on make-up. I don't mind having to do it all alone cause i've been asking myself 'Till when are you going to be dependent on the seniors?'. It was almost 2 years since i get involved in dancing industry. Thus i guess, it is time i learn to do everything on my own. I thanked my seniors for not rushing me to be independent. It definitely takes time to master on things you never do in your entire life.

Dancing is not my only passion. The fact that i have free time, why not get involved with things that you love to do? Also, widen your social network and strengthen your skills. I was utterly grateful to meet friends of not my age. Adults, to be precise. They open up my mind and always make me think for the better. I've just realized that after i have graduated from my high school, i make friends with adults ranging from 21 up to 30 years old. At times, i can be childish and pampered when i'm around them because they make me feel so young! (:

Speaking of passion, i have so much to thank for. I have to thank HIM for giving me an understanding parents as their blessing is the utmost important to success. They support my interest in every way they could and the best thing is they give me freedom, allowing me to explore and lead life as a young teenager. Tell me, which teenager would love to stay home and do all the chores or even baby-sitting? Teenagers love to do adventurous things in life. They seek new hobbies, new interest, new friends to mingle, try out new things and even getting into a new relationship and heartbreak. Basically, wanting to enjoy life to the fullest. 

Nonetheless, i feel so sorry for those who didn't get the opportunity to feel their teenage/youth life. Some of them got too caught up with house work and babysitting that they do not have the chance to see the world and entertain themselves. Some even have lots of commitment at this young age but having said so, that shouldn't stop them from keeping in touch with their friends. They say old friends are best keeper and if you can't even manage your friendship with them, don't even think of keeping your current friends with you. You never know you will be forgotten once all of you have graduated. So, learn to appreciate your friends. If they have been the one trying to keep in touch with you, apply the same thing to them. At the end of the day, everyone wants to feel appreciated and be loved. Not just you alone.