When someone offends me, i feel it is a gift from Allah that He is teaching me humility. 

When you get too happy, sadness may cloud your way. Perhaps i was being too chirpy, an unpleasant news just came knocking my door. My heart sunk upon hearing your name. It wasn't madness at all but it's aching all over. The damage you've done doesn't seemed to heal with time. The chain you've tangled on me doesn't want to go away. I hope for nothing except that, it will end quickly. I want this prolong sadness to set me free for err is human. 

I don't know how Ramadan this year will be like but i'm much more prepared for the worst this time. After what happened, i ought to be more careful. Though the trust had been violated, i am still trying to give myself a second chance. The second chance to be able to trust you back with no fear or doubt. It's hard. Well, no one say it's going to be easy but i am still here trying. The only reason that left me standing is because we are all human and no human is perfect. In fact, i am just a humble servant of His and i can't make myself feel superior. When you forgive, you feel much better inside. 

Ramadan is just 2 days away. I'm looking forward to every beautiful things that Allah have make for me and for all his servants as well. His beauty can come in many ways. With that, to all my sisters and brothers, i wish that you will have a blessed and composure Ramadan.