The happiest people don't always have the best of everything.

They just make the best of everything.

Life got me ponder lately. I've been thinking a lot but i don't say much. The thought about family, friendship, nature, people and not forgetting about myself. I've been finding ways to upgrade myself and i emphasize a lot on manners. I'm not trying to make myself perfect. I possibly can't cause at times, i could, unintentionally, show inappropriate behavior. Being childish too but not always but, it's common among adults. 

Sadly, i've not been spending a lot of time with my parents and that we kinda stop having family outing. All because everyone has their own commitment outside. Father and sisters with their irregular working days, another sister busy with school and myself? Work and partly, studies as well. Mum is always alone at home but what i admire about her is, she never once complained. I love you, mummy. Love you for being so understanding and loving.

Friends? Let's just admit that my quantity of friends can be counted. Nonetheless, that small quantity produce a quality friendship. Yes, im proud with that. Hee, very much grateful to be more precise. What surprise me was to receive a 'Hello' from a  few long lost friends. At the same time, i do feel bad for not having their numbers in my contact cause i constantly change my phone. Having them to text me totally give me the idea that 'Hey! i'm being remembered' . Don't you like that feeling? Oh please, i do (:

The fact that we are all growing up, work seems to load more on us. What i mean by work is assignments and commitment. One can be very busy with work and tons of assignment. Some could even get busier with a line of activities. Due to all this, meet up get very rare and bonding starts to drift. But if one is sincere to befriend with you for the sake of Allah, friendship don't fade even when there's a silence gap between two. The best of friend is definitely someone who constantly name you in their every prayer. Not for the bad but always hoping that you are in good health, being protected and that Allah accept the friendship you have built. The one i'm not in good term with, i do pray for them as well in addition that Allah open mine and their heart and put our ego down to reconcile. If that bring good to us, i believe i will meet some of you one fine day. If not, Allah knows why and we, as human, gotta accept the divine will made by him.

About me, i'm caught up with work and more work but thankfully, its only on the weekday and no more going back late night or rather you call it early morning. If before i worked at Robert Timms, i'm enjoying work at USS. Where else could i be other than F&B department but working as Mascot looks fun though. But still, its okay! I'm still within the park so yeah (:

While on the weekend, i make myself busy with courses and practices. Oh yes i'm still dancing! A way to get myself distress and in case for my group, pump up that fitness level. So you see, dancing is not all about thick make up, swaying your body 360 and smile gracefully. It's more than that. Courses. Hmmmmm, ive been actively attending islamic courses. Knowing Islam and learn in dept about it. Currently, taking up Fiqh classes and soon comes Sirah, Quran and Tawhid. Tasawuf will be a bonus. What's next? Diploma.

Speaking of which, i'm just so sad that im not as fortunate as many of you who has undergone madrasah or any form of it. Kinda regret not doing well at all during madrasah days but let's bygone be bygone. The fact that i'm categorize under 'basic knowledge or none at all', i will need to go through the pre-certificate and followed by certificate in Islamic Studies. Sound hassle? Yes but i personally don't mind. Learning from scratch will help me to strengthen my foundation and it will be much much easier to share knowledge with my foreign friends, in english. Don't ask me what career am i pursuing when i choose this line cause frankly speaking, after realizing that my chance to be a cabin crew was pretty slim, i have nothing in mind. All i want to do now is continuously gaining knowledge. Learning is a life long journey, remember? (:

 Anyway, its the month of HALLOWEEN! Come down to either Sentosa or USS to experience the thrill. I dare you! *winks*